Monday, April 29, 2013

past a year...

its already past a year
here. me. still there. no where.

i'm 27 this year
but me ?

its been a year
i've start working
till now i dont know yet
what am i suppose to be

1 year
does not make any difference
i'm still the old me

tonite
i felt lost
in my own world

i've been bad
not responsible for anybody
not thinking for future life
just lazyly going through day after day
am i loser?

i need someone to show me the way
to encourage me
to support me
to give me strength
to be there for me
huh ! - So CHILDISH

i want to pray
but i pray late
i want  to recite quran
but i sleep
i want to do this and that
but i failed

next ramadhan is coming
is there any chance
i'll be a better me?

baby. its been a long time
please. CHANGE.

3 comments:

  1. salam kak long..
    It been a long time..miss to see you back in action..heheh
    everyone have rite to change..allah is maha pengassih and penyayang..why dont you ask for allah to help..never giveup..dont miss to pray and ask to allah every time..
    Sometimes we as human,cannot sepperate from doing wrong..but there is alway allah to forgive us..
    Start with bismillah and slowly change..
    I wish u all the best..
    Sesekali cakap inggeris..dasat jugak perasaan ni..berterabur semuanya :)

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  2. Encek wan ;p

    Lame dah x hupdate berita
    Wahhh sekarang dah ade baby
    Alhamdulillah

    Dah tukar keje jgk ye
    Nnti jage cik bunga n baby baik2

    Semuga bahagia selalu :)

    -tuan punye blog. Malas nk sign in :p

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  3. assalamualaikum dear.

    ~wah.. lama bebenor tak ke mari. :P

    again, again and again.

    S A B A R ~me too.

    Sangat tough untuk jadi seperti yang diinginkan. makin kita rasa senang, makin kita sibuk, makin susah kita nak dekatkan diri dengan Dia. (baca quran, solat on time ~waaa.. i pun selalu gagal sejak dua menjak ni.. tragis tragis~ huu)

    sebab tu kita kena KUAT! kuaT lawan penyakit ~NANTILAH DULU.. PENAT, MENGANTUK, MALAS dsb.

    sama2 kita KUAT dear. ganbatte!

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